I made a huge decision a week ago. I am now single and learning to be alone, learning to be me. Hanna and both deserve that. Still love her to pieces.
Sometimes I get really deep into a beautiful mantra and I start crying, in the computer lab at school. Feeling fresh, free and beautiful.
'However beautifully we carry out an asana, however flexible our body may be, if we do not achieve the integration of body, breath, and mind we can hardly claim that what we are doing is yoga.
What is yoga after all? It is something that we experience within our being. Yoga is not an external experience. In yoga we try in every action to be as attentive as possible to everything we do.
Yoga is different from dance or theatre. In yoga we are not creating something for others to look at. As we perform the various asansa we observe what we are doing and how we are doing it.
We do it only for ourselves. We are both observer and what is observed at the same time. If we do not pay attention to ourselves in our practice, then we cannot call it yoga.’
Ever since I have declared that I will go to India in the next few years for yoga teacher training, my third eye appeared. Literally. I had a giant zit bulging out of my face right between my eyes. Anyways, it’s smaller but still red and I have a job interview at my yoga studio today. Please let them take this as a sign of enlightenment. Here’s to hoping it doesn’t distract them too much. Send me happy thoughts loves :)